You seem to have the life I want!

I kind of got swallowed up in the whole newmedia thing over the last few years, working very late nights for little reward and not having much time to explore new things. When I was made redundant after giving so much to that company, it came as a right kick in the teeth, but the benefit is that it has allowed me to realise that I was actually pretty sick of it.
I want to work for myself doing things that I enjoy, and frankly sitting in an office bashing out pages of HTML isn't my idea of fun. I like doing it for myself on my own projects, but am pretty bored with it as a way of making money. Plus, as you said, the politics sucks!
Thanks for your advice about the life drawing. Other people have said the same thing too, and I have a very good friend (who was also made redundant from the same company), who is a fabulous artist and who inspires me. I know various artists and art teachers from over the years, and I can get into life drawing courses pretty easily, so that's something to explore next week I think.
What would you say about learning 3D software? It's not something I've done, but I got Maya PLE with Unreal 2 and have some tutorials off a magazine that teach you from scratch. It's something I've thought I'd be good at, but so far have not invested any time in.