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Seriously, it's only ten days until Christmas and I just want to forget all about these things for now. It's been so hard finding work -- I really don't know what's wrong with people. As you say, I do feel that I'm quite talented, but part of the problem is that I live in "silicon beach" -- Brighton, the "new media capital of the South". There are literally hundreds of web designers, developers, programmers down here, all going for the same jobs. Indeed, on one of the websites I frequents that lists jobs, there are often over 1000 views of any particular job!
I have been looking at a lot of freelancers websites --
www.freelancers.net is a regular port of call. But again, so many people going for the same jobs, by the time you apply, they've already gone!
I like your ideas about writing etc., but I'm so demotivated at the moment that things like this seem impossible to achieve. I know they're not, it's just I can't seem to get my ass in gear anymore. What with the tribunal outcome and everything, nothing seems worhtwhile anymore. Gaah, I probably sound very negative -- I'm not that bad really, honest, and it's nice to know that you guys do believe in my capabilities. Gonna shut up now, rambling...